012686 | 26/27, HA OLD GEEZER | HAPPY BIRTHDAY 
MAN-IN-DENIAL-OF-HIS-AGE A.K.A KIM JAEJOONG! ♥

I honestly don’t know where to start. I have so much I want to say but words aren’t enough. But I am so so so thankful I came to know you. I’ve only known you for almost a year but I came to love you more and more and now, it’s just too much for me to handle. Damn you and your charms.

You are very special to me. You’ve been a part of me. I may not know you in real life or have spoken to you but living in this same planet with you makes me feel really close to you. 

Yes, you have flaws and all and there are times when I seriously look at a picture of you and ask, “Why are you so perfect? How can someone like you exist in this world? How are you even human?” And yes, you are aging, my dear bias, haha.

You are just…perfectly imperfect.

I didn’t know you yet when you injured your leg rehearsing for Rising Sun but as soon as I saw the video and you said “I’m not in pain at all.” I started crying. You just love us so much that you claim you’re okay even though you’re not.

I know that behind those flawless performances and breathtaking smiles, you’re actually very lonely. You don’t know how much I wanted to teleport to your house when you tweeted about being alone on Christmas. Whenever I see videos of you crying, I just want to hug you and say that it’s okay to let it all out and it’ll all be okay.

Everything might be different now but I assure you, you’ll be fine; you guys will be fine. You may act strong and all but it’s fine to say whatever’s on your mind. It’s fine to cry.

Thank you so much for all your struggles and hard work in order to take place in auditions; if it wasn’t for you and your will, I may not be here, typing this long ass message and supporting you.

Thank you for your time in actually tweeting for your fans, you don’t know how happy you make us. Thank you for being strong. Thank you for your wonderful voice which makes me feel better when I’m upset. Thank you for your smiles, even though you’re actually hurting inside. Thank you for everything. Thank you, Jaejoong.

Thank you so much for existing.

Happy Birthday, Kim Jaejoong. I love you.

(via aktfaithn)